today i went for an apartment inspection with my sister in the morning..
because the current apartment we're staying now is almost due for leasing..
and that's why we need to find a new apartment..
today's apartment wasn't too bad..
it's quite big..but just a bit...dirty..
and i dont like the toilet too small..
haha...not enough space for me to do anything there...

after that..we went for a movie..
"Slumdog Millionaire"-kinda Indian type of movie (but it speaks english)
this movie won the Oscar Award..
at first..
i thought that this kind of Oscar movie should be those very artistic and hardly to understand kind of movie..
but i found this movie quite interesting and so creative of them telling a story out by recalling while answering the questions..
and all the things so make sense..
i love it overall..
i don't know whether it shows in Malaysia..
but i really recomment this show to all of you there..


that's all for now..
gonna sleep soon..
till then...

today i woke up around 12pm
then watch drama till 4 something
then my sister and i went for the 'OSAKA TWILIGHT FESTIVAL'
i thought it will be very happening..but its actually nothing much..
i saw many ppl wearing yukata and it actually looks nice on everyone..
haha...
and the food stall there smells really great...
but we din even bother to taste them...
then we went dinner at japanese restaurant..
while on the way back..
we saw explotion case..
actually it's a van...burning up..
not yet explode..
we waited for it to explode actually..
muaahahaha...
but it didn't explode at the end..
so disappointed la...
but i do enjoy walking home everyday..
coz i love the wind..and i love the sunlight..
yea....

this is where the festival held..

its a nice place there..very comfy..

see..lots of them wearing yukata..

the performer practising at the back of the stage...


tada...me with the japan thingy..i dont know its name..

lots of people there..

but it wasn't so interesting there..

till then..

tata..!!!

=)

tagged by yen

001. Real name → Melissa Chan
002. Nickname(s)→ Mel and MC
004. Zodiac sign → Leo
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Ave Maria Convent
007. Middle School → Ave Maria Convent
008. High School → none
009. College School → Taylor's University College
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short → Medium
012. Loud or Quiet → ask my friend to know the truth
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Nah
016. Drink or Smoke? → drink, drank, drunk
017. Do you have a crush on someone? not sure
018. Eat or Drink → wth
019. Piercings → Yes
020. Tattoos → hoping to get one
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Form5, and that's that last as well
024. First best friend → i don't really know when i realise who's by first best friend
025. First award → First runner-up in Maths Competition in primary school
026. First crush → Form 3
027. First pet → my puppy which has been stolen
028. First big vacation → Australia in 2003
030. First big birthday → every year is big
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → cake that's as hard as stone
050. Drinking → plain water
052. I'm about to → sleep
053. Listening to → You're My Angle - Loretto Chow
054. Plans for today → sleep whole day
055. Waiting for → replies from those i miss
OUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ depends
059. Want to get married? → depends
060. Careers in mind → something with salary that's enough for me to spend
WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → tall like someone
072. Romantic or spontaneous → depends
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → depends
074. Sensitive or loud→ depends
075. Hook-up or relationship → depends
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → better dont
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → nop
081. Ran away from home → yea...when i was young
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → nop
083. Killed somebody → of coz no
084. Broken someone's heart → yea...i did..
085. Been arrested → by my mother??!!
087. Cried when someone died → yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → not really
090. Miracles → no
091. Love at first sight → i was once having
092. Heaven → maybe
093. Santa Claus → nah..i dont think so
094 Tooth Fairy--> not at all
095. Kiss on the first date -> depends how it happen
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → definitely
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → maybe
099. Do you believe in God → Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people --> nah...dont really like to tag ppl..

i woke up early this morning..
as im going yum cha with my housemate for her birthday..
and then we went shopping...
like..im just window shopping..
and she's finding a pair of ankle boots i think..
then we loiter loiter loiter..back home around 5..
then i sleep sleep sleep...till now..9..
im so so so tired..
not physically tired..but mentally tired...

how i become tired..let me tell...
last night..a friend of thehim texted me..
and i didnt reply since i was sleeping..
then i replied this morning while i was walking out to the yum cha place..
and so it happen to be we chatted for quite sometime...
long enough to let me know that thehim said wanted to get a partner..
as he hadn't been dating for quite sometime..
and at that moment..
i started day dreaming for the whole day..
i don't really eat much when yum cha..
i don't really shop..and friends should know how strange it is for me not to shop..
and....my mind just cant stop thinking since i saw that text..
coz i found out...how idiotic the last post have be...
how idiotic i am..
how idiotic my thinking is...
but still...i wish i can be that idiotic till he married...

aisk..idiotic ppl mmg know sendiri idiotic but yet continue to be idiotic..
nah...i just wish to have an answer years later..that's all...

til then..gonna make my brain stop functioning now..
night guys..

yesterday i wanted to blog..

but i was too tired to blog..

haha..

i bought quite a lot of things this few days..

i bought few casual dresses..

and i bought bikini..

muahaha...but it's so not my style and so not my colour...

ish...but i won't hate it actually..

hahaha...

and i baked a cake yesterday..

for my housemate's birthday..

first time baking a cake..

and it looks great..

paiseh paiseh...

and it taste good as well..

muahahaha.........

hmm...let see the pic of my cake..

tadada...hahahaha..im loving it...

oh ya...im so into one song now..

"I Won't Last A Day Without You" by Jolin Tsai..

actually is an old song by Carpenters..

but i love the softer version by Jolin..

it's in my playlist here...

take some time to enjoy the song..

muahaha...

going out soon..

will update more later...

til then...

hi there..

i got nothing to do now except blogging..
for no reason, i cant sleep well last night...
and for no reason, i woke very early this morning..
again for no reason...i cant get into sleep now...
once again for no reason...i cant get my mind stop thinking of all the things...

i feel like talking to someone but i cant find anyone to talk to at this very moment..
as some of my friends know..
i've been disturbed by some issue these few days..

guys..i've been so free staying at home whole day..
and no one online today.....
i miss you all in ipoh..
and i miss you all in kl...
hmmmm.....hope to see you guys soon...
love, muacks..!

we're apart for almost a year..
and i guess you dont know how often i think of you
and i guess you dont know how deep are you still in my heart..
i dont think you'll know the existence of this blog..
and i dont think you really will know what i think...
i always wonder...how we'll be now if we never be apart..
and i always wonder...how we'll be when i got back years later..
will i be seeing you with your lover?
or will i be seeing you waiting me to go back..?
you always tell me that future things..future only say..
but do you know im dying for the answer everyday?
i wish i know the answer so that i know what i should do now!
i wish i know what's the reason..and i wish i know what's exactly in your mind now
will it be the same as what your friend told me? or will it be like what you actually told me?
i hope...its like what your friend said..
i rather believe your friend than you..
because i dont wish tha truth is exactly what you said...
i miss those days when you care bout me..
i miss those days that you;re with me day and night..
and i miss you...

i wonder if your heart feels pain when you think of me..like what i actually feels everyday now?
i wonder if you smile when you think of me...like what i do when i remember how happy we were?
i love to be at kl last time coz i have no time at all to think of you..
but i rush back to ipoh every weekend coz i still feel desperate to see you at least once in a week..
and now im in australia...
i cant find a chance to spy on you..
i cant find a chance to at least watch you play basketball from your back without you knowing?
i appreaciate the last day i saw you..
im glad that you never blame me for what i've done that day..
and i really glad to see what you wrote "i'll always be there guide g you'..
this is what i hope to hear from you personally actually..
i never cried since im here coz i remember what you told me in the past..
I.M.I.S.S.Y.O.U.
can you hear me???????
:(

4th day in aussie

i'm still fine here..
went to RMIT today..
submitted my forms..
and i'll need to wait for another 2 weeks to get my reply..
yea......im boring..!!!!!

what can i do now is online, sleep and SLEEP...!

those who promised me to online:

WHERE YOU ALL BEEN?????

:(

hi there
im currently in Australia
touched down this morning and the time now here is 11.09pm..
3 hours ahead from Malaysia
i've been sleeping throughout the whole noon till now and am going to continue my dream after this post


alright...now i should give a statement here which i can conclude today..
curse will forever more efficient than wishes..!!!
and...yea..im too late for my february intake
all i can do is to enrol in july..
and im going back to Malaysia latest by April
sorry la guys you all 'white send' me...
but....you all need not send me again in July..
dont worry...


hmm...i dont really have the mood...
and i....really got nothing to say...
i miss someone...
i should have stayed and i should have fight for him...
stupid fella...always made the wrong decision...
or should say...always having the unlucky star with me...
this happen ever since someone left me...
i was in so a perfect life before...
sobx..is past tense now...

night guys!