Random post again

i've not updating my blog again
as usual im damn boring today
i look over and over again at my old time photos
haha...i really changed a lot..
and im kinda not-nice-looking before..
hahahaha...

and found these 3 nice photos..
cant really remember i've been to such nice place..
Japan..during new year years ago...
so nice...just feel like going back again...

so..till then.....

13 days to go...

Specially dedicated to Sweety Yong

sorry for abanding my blog for such a long time..
its not coz im lazy..
but its coz my life so dull that i dont really have a thing i can say here..
and i dont want my blog to look like my daily schedule reporting where i've been what i've done..
but today..
i did something and honestly..im proud..
i dont know whether it helps but im really glad i can help...

yes yong...
im talking bout you..
thank you so much for ur post about me..
and im kinda speechless seriously..
erm..like...yea...just thank you..
hahaha...
seriously...
im glad im 8 enough that i can really get to solve ur probs..
and i really hope that what u wish is what u get..
hahaa...
i'll pray hard as promise...(coz of the Jogoya meal)
hahaha...
i love u too la sweety...
thanks a lot for the tonnes of compliments today...


till then......

my days are getting more and more dull
i did nothing everyday except wandering around the city
for not wasting my tram ticket, we went to the South Melbourne Beach..
it was 7something and the sky was so nice..
it started to become windy and the wind was cold..
we walked along the beach for a while then we headed home..

i couldn't sleep well these days

slept late woke early

things keep running through my mind

memories of my life with my family

memories of my life with my buddy in secondary school

memories of my life with .3 friends in KL

memories of him cheering up my life

and these make me felt that I'm empty here

I'm not someone independant

I'm someone who need to rely on someone

I'm someone that will be completely quiet infront of strangers
but I'm someone need accompany slightly more than any others

in the dark room, seeing my sister sleeping soundly

looking at the sky with stars

imagining what are you guys doing there

imagining how's my life if I'm there with you all now

imagining how's my life if I never met you all

feeling more and more lonely and empty

feeling our distance getting far apart

feeling my heart still sticking to you all

feeling how important you are to me

a friend asked me

why must we be seperated?

I said

this is life

she asked again

why must life be like this?

what can i answer for this?

these questions I've asked myself for millions of times when I was in KL

I can't get any answer

this is what we must face in our entire life

maybe this is the challenges that we need to get through

testing how strong our bond is

some of us get through it easily

but some of us don't

this is how we become mature

this is how we become tough in life

we can live our life without each other

coz human have the ability of adapting to new environment

we must improve ourselves than staying back in memories

we must walk all the way down toughly

this morning I randomly read someone's blog

someone that I don't really know

and I found one interesting theory mentioned by him

(sorry for copying ur post here =P )

he said his teacher showed them an experiment

using 2 papers and glue

2 papers = boy and girl

glue = relationship bond

so the teacher stick both papers together with the glue

and tear it out after

part of the paper with glue stain looks imperfect, torn badly

it means when the relationship ends, it somehow hurt the person you lvoe and left a wound as 'souvenirs'

a scar permanently marked in their heart

although the wound will get well but the scar will stay forever

we thought we're recover because we cant's see the scar from outside

but we'll still feel the pain if you touch it long after

this theory is so similar with the one my friend told me

something that he left on me didn't he take away from me when he left

why those people so smart get to think of this experiment expressing a person's feeling so truely

this post seems so dragging

I better stop here

till then

*28 days to go~

today is the most meaningful day i've been here..
i woke up at 11am...
and i went for gym..
and i went for swimming..
then i went for spa..
and after i bath i went out meet my sister..
coz she went out for class..
then we went for lunch..
and again lunch with my cousin..
and walk around the city till 7.30..
then back home..
then cook dinner..
then eat and wash..
then now blog..
omg..
i am so damn sien..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



and my mood not so good la..
coz saw something..
and feel something....

Ballerina

i forget to tell about swan..
in Docklands, i saw a swan swimming alone..
and i saw how elegant it swam...
i understand now why ballerina always use swan as a character..
like ballet Swan Lake, Odette (white/good swan) is so elegant so nice throughout the whole performance...
swan is the best to describe a ballerina...

just a sample of swan

Odette (the character)

and so that's my feeling today..

haha..weird suddenly have this kind of comment..

till then..

this morning again i woke up late..
11something..
and so when i was having my breakfast..
my sister suddenly yelled...
'omg...i need to go out now..i have a career fair which will be held until 1pm'..
so then i quickly get myself ready and go with her..
we're there 15mins before 1pm..
but......as i am not a student of RMIT..im not allowed to go for the fair..
so i waited for my sister outside..
and i sat under the bright sun...
last time in Malaysia i'll nvr go under the sun..
but now i choose to sit under the sun as its so warm so comfortable..

we thought of going to the beach after that..
but we ended up going Docklands..which is just located opposite where the career fair was held..
i was so shocked to see a lot of jellyfish there..
and it was just a place where those yatch parked...
and the surface of the water is full of yellowish-orange and blue-ish purple jellyfish...
oh..its so cute...

pic1&2 -> yellowish orange and blue-ish purple jellyfish..

pic3&4 -> blue-ish purple and yellowish prange jellyfish...*hahaha...lame..

the last one is the full view of the water surface..

those white spots are all those jellyfish

then we had a rest in a cafe..

and these were what we ordered..

strawberry shakes for me..chocolate shakes for sister..

tiramisu for us..

and i syok syok go ask my sister take picture of me..

tada...me with partial view of Docklands..

then we went for grocery shopping again..

and headed home..

had dinner and will have supper soon..

ish..dont think my on-diet plan will work..

ish...!!!!

34 days to go~

Coinciddently

another ordinary day
woke up 12something
then had breakfast/lunch
then went for laundry
then back home dry cloths
then keep watching The Heart of Greed for the 4th times
then went dinner with my cousin

cousin Clare with me..and my baggy there..hahaha..

and my dinner.....1st-> mushroom pizza..damn nice

2nd->tiger prawn pizza

lastly-> dessert -- tiramisu

and then we went for grocery shopping

but end up i bought a lot of timtam

gonna be damn fat real soon

and i promised not going for the fireworks right?

but then i still saw it today

COINCIDENTLY saw it when my tram passed by the river..

omg...its so nice coz i have the full view of the fireworks..

but unfortunately i cant take any photos..

ish.......

but i can see it...BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!

till then

signing off...

Moomba Fest again~

its sunday..
and i woke up extraordinary early...
and so i waited my sis to get ready and we went yum cha..
so here's my dim sum..
just part of it..
coz i lazy to take pic when i started eating..
muahaha...

pic1->Shanghai Soup Bao

pic2->Yong Mushroom

pic3-> Prawn Dumpling

after eating..
we went shopping again..
nah..just grocery shopping...
but end up we bought a pair of shoes each..
muahaha...and i broke my record..
i bought a red shoes...no colourful shoes appear before in my life..and this is the first..

so we've cook for dinner..
we had Cola Pork Chop...with Brocoli..
not too bad..
but i end up with another muffin with bacon and nutella...
and then we get ready for the fireworks again..
here we go.....

its so cold today...really cold..

so that's the fun park...

and there you go...

15 mins fireworks..

finally successful in snapping them...

=)

and so im home now..

trying to chat with yong yong but she end up dumping me for viwawa...

but luckily melmel still accompany me..

thanks melmel..

hahaha..

really hope to meet you all real soon...

till then...

sister

i just went to see fireworks with my sister..
and she says she looks nice today..
so i decided to blog only her photos...
no photo of me today..
muahaha...

and seriously those fireworks are colourful..

sadly my camera sucks...

canto take nice pics of it..

nvm..i saw it with my eyes enough edi..

oh ya..

i wanted to agree with yong yong's previous blog..

the one about him..

i really feel that thehim is nice..

he really very gentleman
i chat with him i'll laugh

i dont know why...

me n yong decided to snatch..

hahahaha..

but yong....i tell you....

long distance can stay..!!!

as long as if he loves me and i love him..

haha..

but impossible la..

so many competitor...

you and me might lose to someone..

hahahaha...

we wont know..

hahaha...

ok la..

till then lo....

random photos

just upload some random photos here..

pic1&2(up) => tempura udon *my sister's dinner

pic3&4(down) => me with my eel sushi burger =P

pic1&3 => took today..looking damn tired..

pic2 => dont know when i took that..just upload..

pic1 => my Sian first time make cupcake
pic2 => 2nd time making cupcake..getting better and better..

pic 1 => went to chapel street last week i think

pic 2 => went to the japan festival thingy

damn tired today..

gonna sleep soon..

till then

freezing

its a cold day
highest 14, lowest 11..
like no different
from morning till now..
damn cold..
really freezing..
i wore my damn thick coat still i feel cold inside..
ish....
i prefer warm weather..
hahahaha....

so nothing much happen today..
except im really irritated by some kind of unrespectful relative...
ish...!!!!
dont talk about them..

by the way..
i didn't accept my offer of marketing in Rmit
coz i change my preference to accounting..
so the thing i have to do now is wait...
AGAIN...

gonna sleep now..kinda tired today..
till then...

after long wait
i finally receive the offer letter..
and so i have a choice..
monash or rmit..
and due to financial prob..
i chose rmit..which is 6k lesser then monash annually

but my mood isn't that good as i expected when i receive the letter
i myself dont know why
and im not feeling well for the whole day
like im going to faint anytime

i've change my flight
will be reaching kl on 12th April 0700
till then

i miss them ~~

muahahaha..

i've been at home for the whole day again..

but today im kinda in a good mood..

hahaha..

i've chatted with shir for 3 hours..

and keep recalling all the memories while we were in primary and secondary..

muahaha...

a lot of fun remember how crazy we were..

and so chat chat chat..

suddenly decide to have a day out...

wearing our pj ts...

and go back to school canteen to have our meal..

and will WALK to where we used to go last time before we go tuition..

and might find our tuition teacher...

so it's like a day of refreshing all the memories..

hahaha...

i'm waiting for the day...

i wanna go back as soon as possible then..

hahahahaha..

omg...im out of control..

ish....calm calm calm...

hmmm...nothing much to tell today again..

but tomorrow might be a busy day out with my relatives..

will update some photos soon...

my blog looks dull now..

till then..

boo hoo...
erm...
i did nothing again today..
and....these 2 days were cold..
im like..loving the weather...
so...nothing much to say today...
will blog again soon..
tata...

你常问我，我到底放得下他吗?
其实，是我自己选择不要忘记他!
我曾经努力的试着忘记，但我怎么也忘不了。
既然忘不了，我选择把他深深的埋在心里，
他就成为我生命中的其中一段故事。
我会试着不往回看，只向未来看齐。
朋友，千万别担心我!
没有他的日子我会活得更好!
爱你们喔，muacks!!!