life..?

i went out with my friend today,
and i chatted with him for hours.
i just reach home and is almost 12am now.

have a strong feeling to blog today, coz wasn't in a real good mood.
i chatted with him,
we shared feelings, shared problems, shared happiness.
this is the first time i saw his eyes with tears.
this is the first time i can't see the soh soh him.
this is the first time i can feel his sadness.
everyone have their own problem.
i'm sad to hear that but i'm glad that i'm the listener.
i can't do anything when you tell me your problem.
my advice might not be the suitable one, might not be the one that you want to hear, might not work in your situation.
but i'm willingly to be there for you when you need a friend.
when facing problem, we, as a kid, can't really do anything to change the fact,
the fact is the fact, we can accept then accept, can't accept then we can do nothing.
i know is suffering for you, but you have to stay tough hoping that this prob can be solved.
i'm sad that i can't help you anything.
when i saw your tears i really wanted to let you cry,
but you know, i scared people cry in front of me.
I'M SORRY!!

the only thing i can do is pray hard for your happiness,
pray hard that everything will be over soon.
your problem is just same as my problem.
i dont know what i can do as well.
maybe we just have to let it be.
am i taking it too easy?
but sometimes, if we take thing too serious,
the situation will become worse,
that's my opinion...
maybe i'm the one dont wish to accept the fact.

found out that teenager life isn't that easy.
there's a lot of thing we have to consider about.
being an adult is must more tougher.
everything you have to consider.
you have to think for yourself, you have to think for your partner, you have to think for your family.
there's so much to care about.
but there's just so little return to ownself.
recently talked to all my buddies, all with tears, think so there're more sadness than happiness in our life nowdays.
hope that this stage of life will over as soon as possible so that my buddies will have a better and more comfortable life..!!

buddies...
i love you all..
remember..
whenever there's a problem, there must be a solution.
don't think everything so serious, you'll be suffering in it.
and remember..
there's a friend here available anytime anywhere anyhow whenever you need someone.
i love you all buddies...muacks...!!!!!