a not-so-good day

today wasn't as comfortable as i wish
i wasn't that happy as i aspect
i dont know what happen
but i'm just kinda moody

i waited for him the whole day
and he left me kinda early
i'm down with no one accompany
and i'm sad that i can't meet my friends

when i was moody
i'll be right ok when i talk to him
but today,
it doesn't works at all
seems is serious than what i thought
hmm..what can i do now
i want my life back
i want my happiness back
i want my friends back
i want my puppies back
i want ck back
i dont want loneliness
i dont want fake friends
i dont want fake smile
i dont want fake concern
i just dont want the situation now

okok..to avoid my sadness
i better head to bed now
good night everyone